Love in the Cab

“爱情就像德士。有时你等它，有时它等你。

但是只要有耐心，你一定会等到他！”

Understand

Finally I understand. What is the meaning of it's not a matter of where you are going to... Today i went to Orchard. Still cant get the reason why people like to squeeze into Orchard every weekend. What's so good about it? Then i understood. it's not about the venue. it's the person who you are hang out with. Maybe... I'm just starting to grow up... to understand... and/or to experience...

Funny

Hmmm. I've got a survey that i need to do.

The funny thing is i went to ask someone who i know is totally has no clue abt it.

When i ask him those question... His answers are "..." Should have copy and paste the history here... This makes me wanna laugh till i almost cried.

Wedding

A friend of mine went to a wedding dinner @ MBS. Compared to a wedding at some ulu street managed by a hotel, MBS is much much more grand... But is wedding a show for everyone to see or is it just matter of who's there? Isn't marriage suppose to be between two. What for have wedding dinner then? & why do people long for a grand century wedding?

Spa Treatment

Hmmm "forced" to have a spa treatment.

Kind of enjoy it during the process. massage, sauna & jacuzzi.. especially with kim & jun. Felt i know them better after the trip. Haha. How i wish spa can be operated in a affordable price. And could be found everywhere yet quality service would be provided.

Listening to The Wanted - Heart Vacancy now. It really speaks a lot....

Waiting

Cheers to Thursday. 2hr lesson!

Lesson has ended.. But I'll have to wait for gals. I've never been to a spa before. Wonder how would it be like? Is it ticklish? How would the ambiance be? Haha. Think too much?! Just have a good time to relax later!! Yipee~ time to relax. After not so much of work done. =X

24 hour

Why is there only 24hours in a day? It's just not enough... By the time you reach home, bath and have a meal, it's 9pm. And before I get to know what's happening, it's already 11pm. And it is also about the time to sleep. The next morning, we'll have to squeeze in the bus. Almost every morning... the cycle then repeats... It's so tiring... Though nothing much is done at this period of time. I felt the rush.

One Litter of Tears

Didn't manage to catch the movie. It load half way and jammed. So i watch the drama series instead. To cut it short, i watch only the 1st part of the movie and the last episode of the drama... Gosh! it's so touching. What is the purpose of us living in the world? I've yet to know mine. I only know that we have to live our life to the fullest. But am I doing/ trying to so now? Or am I wasting my time doing all those 'not so important' stuff? I believe someday. one day. I'll find my purpose of living...

New DESIGN

Finally I've change the picture. Not really the layout. It's from the template. Erm. Oh. Initially I wanted to blog as... I feel that sometimes i don't even know why am I thinking about the question. Why should I think so much. Let it be isn't it?

When I'm in school i feel that time flies. I've got this feeling that oh school has just started. But the fact is school has started officially for 2weeks. 2 weeks of lecture and 1 week of tutorial. I do not really know my classmates...But some of the faces look familiar to me. Last Semester. Final Lap. But still... Schooling isn't as fun as it used to be... I hope that it'll be better next week...

Oh. I just realize that I enjoy emailing. It's so fun. Those that happen to read my blog & you're bored. Try emailing me... I'm bored now.What can i do...

MOOD

No mood to do tutorials.
Whenever i open it up. It take hours before I really start.
So by the time i close the document/ the file it's usually less than 10% done.

Haiz. Not in the mood to do anything.
But I can feel the pressure from the projects... expectations..

CLASS (2)

I'm in a big class. Which most of them already know each other.
That's not the main purpose i'm blogging.

Erm. I wanted to say that my class is so big that there's not enough tables & chairs for a class. Those that are late have no choice but to bring a chair from outside of the classroom to join the class. Without a table.

So poor thing.
Therefore the reason to be early for class is...

To get a table & chair for lesson =X
Sounds so pathetic...

CLASS

i wonder how the life would be like if there isnt a change of class in our system.

but i'm make do with it (current situation)!

Jiayou!!!

& I realise that I love kim kim a lot.
The way she treat me. (y)
The story behind her... which triggers my emotions..

Mother

I'm addicted to Gynecologist related stuff recently.

Mothers are so strong.
The pain they have to go through...

Some even sacrifices their life for their children.
*Cheers to all mother

New Timetable

Finally the timetable is out.

Seems better than last semester (or should I say last last semester)...
2days till 6pm
1day till 5pm
& a day with 2hr lesson. (My travelling time is longer than my schooling time)
How can it be!!!

~ ~ ~

But i couldn't print the timetable...
Would there be any changes?
Hopefully it can change to a 4day week.
but i think it's impossible.
Wahaha...

kid

Gosh~ I feel like strangling something now.

Wtf?! Still give me that face when i say i'm going out at 2pm!
Angry with myself. Should have chosen to work in ns for intern.
At least they're use to it & so they wont care.

I'm old enough yo~
cant i just do whatever i want.
I wont do things which is against me.
Please i'm old enough to think.

kcuf!

Cycling

Went East Coast Park to cycle today.
Cycle all the way to changi beach?
Whole cycling journey took more than 3hrs?!

Muscles ache like hell now.
If not there's no exercise;
if not almost continuous cycling.

But i enjoyed^^

Last Day~

Time flies is really true.

Today is the last day to be in the office.
Will I be lost tomorrow?

No more routine lifestyle.
No more waking up at 7.
No more crapping in office.
No more reaching home around 7.

Awww~ Time to go back to student's status...
Fighting~

Common topic

Importance of having common topic.

The feeling of being left out as there isnt a common topic is..
Should I update myself with more current affair?

but it's never ending.
how to keep myself updated?

Last week of September

Last week to stay in the Office.
I'll definitely miss my colleagues.
Those who work, crap & play with me.

Throughout internship, i've learnt a lot.
from how to handle colleagues,
how to handle customers,
what to do when this happen,
what to do when that happen.

Learnt a lot.
(it need not necessary be work related)
eg. personal smell through perfume.

^^ Take care.

Hari Raya

Finally there is an extended weekend ^^

Yet I'm staying at home alone...

How can it be!! Arghh!!!
So bored...

汤

i love drinking soup.

It makes my stomach feel warm~

Bored

I'm Bored.

Ah ma keep talking to me.

when i am watching drama.
or even when i do homework.
how am i going to reply her.

sian...

i wanna go out!

翡翠明珠

I feel like watching~

Today's Lunch

i bought fish soup for my ah ma. initially to share.

but she ends up giving me all the fishes... -.-

Quotation

"Being defeated is often a temporary condition, Giving up is what makes it permanent."

加油！

I think my reaction for emotion is a bit slow.

Now then i realise that it hurts...

but i'll never give up i'll work towards my goal! I'll not give up.

*don't ask me what is it about. thanks*

It's ok even if it hurts

Work

Internship has officially ended.

As I've decided to continue,

I have to report to work today.

All I can say is not really productive.

Lots of my colleagues are on leave

as we have work for 7 consecutive days.

+ Tired eyes & an almost switch off brain.

zzZZ... Time to report to my bed.

but I couldn't.

*Yawn*

Internship

Today should be the last official day of my intern but because of the event,

We'll have to stay longer. We - Fion & I

Set aside those who are scheming.

*ok. dont mention about it*

Today, 31-July-2010

About my colleague:

-1 of them: Lend me her slippers.

-1 of them: Reserve 2 tarts for me.

-1 of them: Walk all the way to SMO to ask me to watch the fashion show.

-Not forgetting those who eat meals with me & go toilet with me.

Great working with them ^^

Last week of Intern

这个星期是我internship的最后一个礼拜。恰巧公司即将举行展览。

因此我们的最后几天将会在convention centre度过。

心情如何? 我也不太清楚。

Reason being. for the 1st day, there are actually too many staff on-site.

but as it is the 1st build up day, other than contractors who report,

only 1 or 2 exhibitors went over to the registration counter to collect their passes.

But on the 2nd day, things are getting better. More exhibitors turn up for their badges/ exhibitor passes. but there are still a huge number of exhibitors yet to turn up.

Thus we are expecting a big crowd turning up tomorrow.

Hope that by then I would be more clear of what to do.

第一天：packing. eating. resting.

第二天：issue passes; carpark ticket. make exhibitor pass.

第三天：(to be advised)

第四~七天：(to be advised)

希望接下来的整个星期， 我们Interns都可以学到东西，而不是每天都在packing. ^^

加油！

Part-Time

Ar~ My partner gonna resign again...

For the past few months...

My partner changed from...

Siti.. Michelle.. Another siti.. Meera..

& now meera gonna resign.

(haiz.. have to work with new full-timer soon)

For the last few week,

I've been going out.

This week.. Staying at home...

Is so bored to me.

I wanna go out!!!

Time Management

I seriously need better time management.

Though i'm enjoying myself now. ^^

finally~

啊！终于把电脑的setting加入华文输入法。
好开心哦！

可是我不知道该写些什么好...

Internship 即将结束了。

该做些什么好。
继续在公司当小妹，
还是该在家翘脚。

没收入，没课上。
想休息，可不能没钱。
苦恼啊，苦恼。。。
怎么办啊，怎么办。。。

School

Ar~ Reach school a bit too early.

Sian....

Love this song ^^

Piano

Looking at couples play piano together.
I really envy a lot. (a lot. a lot. ... )

Should I pick up piano too?

Office

This week in office is damn peaceful.
Especially today ^^

People who are political.
Like to talk behind people are not in the office.

Leaving people who bo chab ^^
Happy Happy.

Why cant the office be like this always?
Hehe.

~ . ~. ~. ~ . ~ . ~ .

Watching soccer recently.

Support Spain initially.
but rather disappointed.

Spain! Good luck for the next match!

~ . ~. ~. ~ . ~ . ~ .
To a colleague of mine:

Erm. People can actually see how much effort you've put in.
Don't be demoralized!
Jia You.

Project

Tired to do project.

Till now i'm still opening & closing the file. Haiz. . .

Motivation? Where are you.

-.-

*sleepy*

My mummy is standing in front of my house;
chatting with an aunty standing outside of my house.

*pengs*

Diary

I finally get to change to another department,
for 1 week. (better than nothing)

Get expose to their financial system.
it's a more advance version of excel i suppose.
^^

get to change department is because
1 of my colleague is on medical leave;
the temp staff contract is over.

today is basically a tiring day.
i may because of my seat; my job scope
whenever people come across
1. fax 2.scan 3.photocopy 4.mail
they will think of me.

and as an intern i couldn't say no
so im always being called.
'Yuki are you mailing later? can help me mail too?'
'Yuki if there is any doc. need to china, rmb to fax to them.'
'Yuki can you help me photocopy 1 set?'
'Yuki how to fax'
how do i reply. 'Yes'

. . . 'tired'

where's my own time to do my own work?
it's either packed like hell;
or slack like shit.

while i'm trying to figure out what's all this system;
there are colleague of mine watching youtube.
telling me they have nothing to do.
erm. how should i reply them?
ask from others?
they would reply ask already. ):

sometimes i wonder if i should speak.
i smile not necessary meaning that i'm blur.
shaking my head doesn't mean i don't know.
it may mean it's damn idoitic for me to answer.
if you think that i'm a moron,
you have yet to know me.

Careless

life is so vulnerable.
everyone take care ok. ^^

today, i'm super blur.
I cut my finger while closing the door.
is there anyone who is more careless than me?

even though i'm no longer a kid,
i feel like being a kid sometimes.

is life like a piece of plain paper good?
i want to play.
i dont want to give people the impression that
i'm guai,
i'm nerd,
i'm those type that will study.

I want to play.
But i dont dare.
Courage?! (where are you?)

Table of 6

Eating breakfast at Lorong Ah Soo..
Awkward sitting arrangement.
A table of 6. . . My dad, my mom & I sharing seat with
Another guy around me age (i suppose) with his parent. . .
And i'm sat next to him. super duper awkward can.
~ ~ ~
Anyway the guy's mom asked him.
What do you want for your drinks.
He replied, "Tea lor"
Then his mom tell his dad.
1 tea o.
Haha. -.-''' no comment.

Favourite quote "That's me"

My Fifi request that I have to mention about her name here.
So you see Fifi. Your name is reflected. (as promised)
~ ~ ~

Erm. As for why i wrote is because, there's no freedom.
i cant be myself.

I love being myself. the messy, dirty yuki.
but people around me is asking me to do this do that.
no freedom.
but sometimes someone says something i cant don't follow;
washing of the jacket.
wearing shirt that i like.

stop commenting on me. it irritating.
but i rather they tell me then badmouth about it.
so sian =S

I dont know why 2 different people can tell me similar topic the same day.
telepathy?

I want to be myself. Not the clean, neat YUKI.
That's not me!

Difference

Came to realise the difference between friends & colleague.
Friends are someone whom you can speak to. (regardless of topics)
Colleagues are people who can just laugh with. (mainly sharing about jokes)

And congrats to myself & all other interns like me~
Another one month down. (13more weeks to go) ^^

P.S. No spoken doesn't mean not known.
Someone knows is equivalent to everyone knows.

Growing up

About the title growing up,
Now I get to feel what the society is like.

I'm learning. slowly. feeling like a lost child.
but i'm learning.
Learning what can be written, said, done;
and what can't be written, said , done...

When will I grow up?

I wish that I can remain like a kid,
but the society doesn't allow.
I want to grow up.
To think, speak, act like an adult~

~ ~ ~

For those aunties that percept that everyone working in my job is an aunty.
Please open up your eyes. Students does work too!
The difference in age gap of mine and your child may be lesser than the gap of mine & yours-aunty~

Confused

Who is telling me the truth & who isn't?
If this person is telling me the truth,
how true it is?

Everyone is putting up a false front,
so should i follow them?
Smile in front; Stab at back.

I'm kind of sick of this~

Something Random

Because I'm wearing a white colour collar dress today,
there's 3 people who said I look like nurse =S

N Happy Birthday to:
Jan ( 12/04)
DingFeng (14/04)
even though they won't know my blog. hehe ^.^

Ate their birthday cake today.
Ar~ poor fion never report today,
so there's no cake~~

Random =S

Truth

Trained back with my colleagues today (as usual)
He told me a truth which I doesn't want to acknowledge...

The truth that the world recognises only the money.

Ellis & I were just talking about the "wonderland" earlier;
a place where we hope we could leave in.
but the next day this colleague of mine awaken me with the truth.

When people is around my age,
people tend to choose base on look.
But when people tends to get older;
it is when you have face the reality.

Accoding to my colleague, this is how a lady choose a guy:
The first thing is about house- another form of money;
2nd is about money
So i ask him, what about love.
He replied.
When you are face the reality, it not about love;
it's about money. . .
but he added, maybe it is not suitable for me to hear the content.
but but I have been listening to this conversation since i was a kid.
So ya. Smile to forget.


How sad is it. How realistic people are.
How bread wins over love~

Blogging

Glad to know that there are still people who blog when they are bored this days.

I wanted to post something initially, but it slip out of my mind.
So I shall just forget it.

Erm. Today, there's a considerate colleague of mine pass me a list of korean songs.
Why do they sound so similar?
Pass my a list of around 20 songs.
And i have 5 more songs to go.
Jiayou!

Life is so vulnerable

I dont think i can post it in facebook, therefore i wrote it here.

There's a colleague of mine broke down when she was in train.
Try to talk to her to stop her from crying.
So I crap with her throughout.
Her tears was really like the description of the running tap.
I found out that her ex-boyfriend has pass away.
And she has been crying for the past 2 days. eyes swollen. couldnt sleep.
I didn't know how to console her. other than providing of tissue.
according to my colleague, her ex was sick, went to hospital, went back home 2week, then...
she describe to me her ex and was rather proud that he was good looking.
felt heartache too but i dont know what i can do.
the first word she told me is, i would rather i dont know about it.
she regret that didnt manage to send him off as she was overseas.
but i believe, if there's this person in your heart, he would never leave you.
Somewhere. Deep in your heart. Somewhere. Looking after you~

I doubt she would see this post but like what i told her earlier,
坚强, 不掉眼泪的女人, 最漂亮. Move on~
you have to move on, even though it's hard to.

bored again

scanning through facebook really makes me emo.
Look at how exciting their lifes are...
While i.m trying to be a cat to catch mice.
I.m not borned to be a cat! *angry*

~jealous~

Filipino

Just realized that there are quite a number of Filipino coming to SG.
No longer as maid but as wife.

*utterless =X*

...By the way...
Kids nowadays are so cute.
eg. 1) 6year old kid.
"Hai~ I'm no longer in K2. I'm in primary school"
"I love my teacher a thousand and million times"

eg. 2) 4year old kid.
*shy shy* " can i have a sweet?"
then again *shy shy* "thank you"

Thanks Gals~

Thanks girls for accompanying me to shop~ eat~ chat~ & shop~
really a fruitful trip today. i've settled my new year's clothes~ bag~
maybe i'll not buy shoes if i never see any~

i was really eating throughout.
after school ate my bread,
reach bugis ate hao bing,
waiting for jessie ate ya kun,
when every1 reached ate dinner,
finally yoke came then ate dessert..
omg... sinful!
why are they all lighter than me.

after food which is like 10pm, we continued shopping.
then take photo while waiting for bus.
so lucky that i can still bus home.

daddy waits for me at the void deck.
*so sweet~*

little things makes me happy till now~

true world

a world that cant survive without money.
thing has to be reschedule because of money =S

today

early this morning. the key is bended.
i push it into the cash register.
key broke off.
all transaction then have to be done by cash.
not even nets.

...in addition...
the printer can only print half of the label.
keep adjusting. useless...
end up writing everything. manually~
it wash hell men.
this is what happen when we reply too much on technology.

...finally...
managed to get locksmith at 11am.
nets is then able to be used.
printer still down. keep writing...
manage to fixed the printer at 12.10.
when i'll knock off at 12.30.
haiz... not much use anyway.
make a macho action to michelle that i managed to fixed the printer.
she give me that weird expression.
then pinch my face.
omg... it has been years when people pinch my face.
feel so uncomfortable. im no long a kid ok.
*faint*

...conclusion...
this morning. chaotic!

2010

Oh ya. just saw my neighbour.

My neighbour KaiKai starts school le.
Small boy wearing school uniform.
Ar~ So cute~~~

Accounting Test

For today's accounting test,

i brought only hands n notes to school.

No calculator no pens.

Calculator borrowed from teacher.

Pens borrowed from Rachael, PengHan

Pencil from Catherine..

Thanks people~

5 days without practising

erm....

decrease in practicing time = increase in tv time
increase in tv time= decrease in sleeping time

ar~ so tired this few days...

grow up

when can i stop telling my mother everything :(

friends

found a formula for friends

Friends = Time + Money
*worth it? depends*

allergy

i have sensitive skin on hand. behind ears...
but what am i sensitive to?
what do i have to avoid?

1st Post of the year

erm....
2009- enjoy.
2010- will be better than 2009 i suppose.

thanks ppl for celebrating new year with you.
love ya. *muack*