Growing up

About the title growing up,
Now I get to feel what the society is like.

I'm learning. slowly. feeling like a lost child.
but i'm learning.
Learning what can be written, said, done;
and what can't be written, said , done...

When will I grow up?

I wish that I can remain like a kid,
but the society doesn't allow.
I want to grow up.
To think, speak, act like an adult~

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For those aunties that percept that everyone working in my job is an aunty.
Please open up your eyes. Students does work too!
The difference in age gap of mine and your child may be lesser than the gap of mine & yours-aunty~

Confused

Who is telling me the truth & who isn't?
If this person is telling me the truth,
how true it is?

Everyone is putting up a false front,
so should i follow them?
Smile in front; Stab at back.

I'm kind of sick of this~

Something Random

Because I'm wearing a white colour collar dress today,
there's 3 people who said I look like nurse =S

N Happy Birthday to:
Jan ( 12/04)
DingFeng (14/04)
even though they won't know my blog. hehe ^.^

Ate their birthday cake today.
Ar~ poor fion never report today,
so there's no cake~~

Random =S

Truth

Trained back with my colleagues today (as usual)
He told me a truth which I doesn't want to acknowledge...

The truth that the world recognises only the money.

Ellis & I were just talking about the "wonderland" earlier;
a place where we hope we could leave in.
but the next day this colleague of mine awaken me with the truth.

When people is around my age,
people tend to choose base on look.
But when people tends to get older;
it is when you have face the reality.

Accoding to my colleague, this is how a lady choose a guy:
The first thing is about house- another form of money;
2nd is about money
So i ask him, what about love.
He replied.
When you are face the reality, it not about love;
it's about money. . .
but he added, maybe it is not suitable for me to hear the content.
but but I have been listening to this conversation since i was a kid.
So ya. Smile to forget.


How sad is it. How realistic people are.
How bread wins over love~

Blogging

Glad to know that there are still people who blog when they are bored this days.

I wanted to post something initially, but it slip out of my mind.
So I shall just forget it.

Erm. Today, there's a considerate colleague of mine pass me a list of korean songs.
Why do they sound so similar?
Pass my a list of around 20 songs.
And i have 5 more songs to go.
Jiayou!

Life is so vulnerable

I dont think i can post it in facebook, therefore i wrote it here.

There's a colleague of mine broke down when she was in train.
Try to talk to her to stop her from crying.
So I crap with her throughout.
Her tears was really like the description of the running tap.
I found out that her ex-boyfriend has pass away.
And she has been crying for the past 2 days. eyes swollen. couldnt sleep.
I didn't know how to console her. other than providing of tissue.
according to my colleague, her ex was sick, went to hospital, went back home 2week, then...
she describe to me her ex and was rather proud that he was good looking.
felt heartache too but i dont know what i can do.
the first word she told me is, i would rather i dont know about it.
she regret that didnt manage to send him off as she was overseas.
but i believe, if there's this person in your heart, he would never leave you.
Somewhere. Deep in your heart. Somewhere. Looking after you~

I doubt she would see this post but like what i told her earlier,
坚强, 不掉眼泪的女人, 最漂亮. Move on~
you have to move on, even though it's hard to.